I’ve been sad the past few days. Damn Facebook and it’s “memories”. Most of the time I kind of snicker and shake my head at what a complete idiot I was, purposely blind, blissfully ignorant. But my traitor heart doesn’t listen to my intellect or the lessons I’ve learned in life. It feels what it feels, and it defies all logic. Good thing I don’t make decisions by listening to my heart, no matter what Roxette says. I’m in my head a lot, and that will never change but I firmly believe that is what has kept me going when I wanted to give in and quit. Not life, just the living of it. I’m too stubborn and spiteful to ever give anyone the satisfaction of not being here on this earth. But my will……..sometimes it needs a rest. Thoughts can be poison so here I am, ready to spew. All the karma I could have ever wished to see came around. The man who played me, destroyed the life I loved, left me and never looked back? He g...
Ramblings of a 50something woman