Me being in daily contact with Mary is probably weird. I've asked myself multiple times, "why"? At first the only thing we had in common was Mr. Cigar, and you know what they say "keep your friends close and your enemies closer" Is that what this is? I don't want him. She doesn't want him - won't go into what i know, but i know she is not available to him even though she lives there still. Not my business to share, but the situation isn't good for either one but he asked for it. She reaches out more than i do, but i engage with her daily, as i said. We vent, we talk about future plans, things we want to do, and pretty much support each other. She is more prim and reserved until she gets mad. She's a tiny little thing and she is just as confused about her attraction to Mr. Cigar as i am. I call him the devil. He turns on the charm and you don't see all the bullshit he's feeding you. I do feel like it's be...
Mr. Cigar brought my key back to me last night. I let him in as far as the dining area and we sat at the table while he played with Koda. We talked a little bit, but mostly he made comments about my appearance (unshowered, no makeup and pj's from the previous day) which i shrugged about. None of his business, i'm not here trying to impress him. He made a few comments about me being in my head as usual and i again, shrugged. I told him he thinks he knows me, but he never bothered to get to know me, to ask me questions, find out what i care about. He insisted he does know me. I didn't argue, or tell him why he doesn't. I told him every conversation with him is circular, it goes nowhere. He's always right and He can't step back to see someone elses perspective. If it's different than his, it's wrong, or stupid. He tried to give me his charm, and make me laugh, which i rolled my eyes at. I don't have to participat...