Jen thinks i'm uncontrollably attracted to Mr. Cigar because we play games. He keeps me on my toes, we banter, we one up, it's a constant back and forth of the minds and the wills. He wins on the will. I have none around him. And i don't mind that one bit. The mind though? I know when someone is trying to take me down a peg or two- and i immediately throw the walls up because..well.....fuck you. I've been at the bottom of other peoples list for most of my life, including my own. If thats where anyone trys to put me, i am not interested in engaging. Mr. Cigar is wild. It's what attracts me partially. One thing that really pisses me off, with good reason, is that he never takes accountability until WAY after the fact. I realize i'm getting his left over moments. And i was/am okay with it due to me not having a lot of time to give to any man at this point. So in a way, he is getting my left over momen...
I know this is a bad way to shop, and i have fallen into the trap of "ooooh i want that and it's SO cheap". Kinda like Walmart used to be. I have been on a no shopping or impulse buying mission and most of the time I am able to control myself. I go a little wild at the thrift stores though, sometimes spending a whopping $30 which to me, is excessive without purpose. Ha. That couch was a steal. Best thing i ever purchased, aside from the $50 solid wood entertainment wall. It has so much storage and shelving and fits my television perfectly. Those things used to be thousands and i paid $50. Score. Anyways, i use my desk constantly and it's very crowded. It also fits in the corner perfectly and anything else would be too large. I've tried to figure out how to get more space and i've come to the conclusion that my monitor needs to be off the desk. Enter temu. $15 and now i will have added shelf space a...