Koda had me up at 3:30am this morning. He's been spoiling me, waiting until 4:30....but not today. And he did't want to go back to sleep either. He wanted to play. And run around and make mommy feel insane.
All my fault. I'm aware. I need a firmer hand. But........shit i'm tired.
L is texted me to bring a change of clothes when i go see him tomorrow...........I replied "?". Then he told me we were going to go for a ride if the weather was good and have dinner. If i wore a skirt or a dress i would need a change of clothes to go for a ride.
........
He's thinking way ahead. ehem.
I'll make it easy and wear jeans. Perfect. :)
Yesterday Mr. Too Hottie from the dating site reached out and told me he was happy i was interested, and he didn't respond right away because he's working. I don't know what his work is. Gave me a little thrill to hear from him. Eww. Relax yourself you dimwit.
Yesterday at work i had to put together this thing that a lot of important people will be working off of, and if it's not right it will screw up a bunch of stuff.
Hows that for vague?
Now i know what stress is, it's not working to hard, or scrambling around, it's having the information land firmly on my head and knowing the ramifications if it's not right.
Well, i wanted this. Didn't I?
Dreaming of van life and the places i will go, with different kinds of stress.
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