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a love letter to me


Your best friend passed yesterday and I’m going to blame the pain you are in for the phone call and texts I got from you this morning.

But I never expected to feel that feeling in my gut again.  That angry man, blaming me for some misfortune in his life feeling. 

“Someone” didn’t clean out your dresser drawers, I did.  I cleaned your whole house, with your blessing, hell AT YOUR REQUEST if you want to be honest.  I only did what you gave me license to do and I asked for your participation which you wanted nothing to do with.  So now, every time you can’t find something apparently it will be my fault.

Rethink that.  Seriously.  Because right now while I feel for the pain you are in the middle of, I am enraged and hurt that you would speak to me like that.  I feel sick to my stomach and I’d rather do anything than go home tonight. I feel like crying and I don’t know if it’s because I’m hurt or because you are showing yourself to be like everyone else.

We never talk on the phone and the one time you call me you hang up on me after making you not being able to find your keys my fault?

That’s bullshit.  That’s drama.  That’s something I’m not down for.
I’m not here to teach you how to treat me.  I’m not going to.  I’ll just leave if you don’t know how.  I promised myself no matter how far in I am, I will never waste another day with an asshole.

So don’t be an asshole.

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