Depression

Maybe i'm over tired, or under hydrated......I  feel it coming.  The hibernation.

Not a desire to go home and hide.  A need.  Every voice i hear is too loud and annoying and every sound is too sharp and distracting.  I'm jumpy.  Uncomfortable. Short tempered.

Like i'm gonna explode or start crying any minute and i'm just holding on for dear life.

I am physically uncomfortable and feel like everyone wants something from me.

I haven't had a time like this in a long time.  But i remember now.

I know it will end, just like i know it will start again.  I can do this.