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 Blocked Mr Cigar on Friday.  Everywhere.  Done.

It's not flattering to have a man completely shitfaced calling me while he's DRIVING trying to tell me that i want him. 

No.  Actually.  I do not.

And if THAT situation wasn't enough, his GF sent me pictures of the aftermath.  He projectile vomited literally all over the house.

Who does that?  That was done on purpose.  And she cleaned it up.  Spent all night doing it while she texted with me.  The man couldn't stand when he pretty much crawled into the house.

That is disgusting behavior.  Me? I would have grabbed my shit and left.  No WAY would i be taking care of his mess and his animals.

It's been very enlightening talking with Mary.  We've been filling in the blanks as it were.  I don't need to know, but it's very helpful in supporting my self control.  He is not a nice man.  He can be, when he turns it on, but so can serial killers.  Found out completely by accident that last year, when i went to New York for 4th of July weekend, and he broke up with me via TEXT......he took a woman to the company picnic.  Not just any woman.

He took the woman i specifically asked if he had dated.  I have history with her.  He lied through his teeth.  And now, i feel like i need to go get sanitized.  Its not bad enough that he spreads his attention all over the place, but this particular woman is ........very popular.  ehem.

That made me feel sick.  Being an asshole and being a pathological liar aren't the same.  And i want neither.

Anyhoo.  It actually helps but i think i'll be blocking Mary soon too.  I don't need to be involved and it's just the nosey part of me that needs justification for my stupidity.  he lied.  He was nothing what i thought, and............He is a short, bald, small-handed, small-footed, limp dick, blustering, "IRRELEVANT" wanna be badass.  

AND he's not nice.

Done.

Next.



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