Revelations

I had a revelation this weekend, as I sat listening to a bard sing a raunchy song that had me laughing my ass off.....

I desire a perverted nerd

I want to laugh.  Hard.  and Smile.  Frequently.  

I want to know without a doubt that I am the one.

I want to fall asleep talking to each other

I want to know that the love i put into him will be wanted, needed, and cherished.

I want passion and calmness

excitement and comfort

I want respect and silliness

loving arms, soft eyes, BIG HUGS

head scratches

hand holding

back tickles

rubs

and more

rubs

I want a partner watching rated G movies

and X

I want to dress up and go to convention centers, faires, and shows

Concerts,

Museums,

I want someone who thinks i need no improving

but encourages growth

I want someone who will dare me to do what i'm afraid of

and slap me five when i do it

I want lots of sex

and platonic touching

Tears of joy

happiness 

Also, i want a man who doesn't hit on my friends, sneak behind my back, lie to my face and use me and my big dumb heart.  

Not asking too much.