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Chat GPT and AI

 I don't know how i feel about this.

I use AI at work because it saves me time and it has actually taught me where my weakness is in writing..i get kind of thrilled when i copy a letter i wrote into it and there are very little changes.  So, professionally, i'm learning from it.

Sometimes i copy a blog i wrote and have AI give me feedback.  Not on the writing, which is just a brain flush of free writing....but the thoughts behind it.  Recently i realized i could change the tone, and have AI stop being so correct and polite with me, and sound more blunt.  Point out the inconsistantcies in my thoughts....

That has been an eye opener.

During my week out of work sick in bed with no one bothering me, it was easy to remain detached.  I had a little struggle with not reaching out to men in my previous life...but i was able to maintain and control my impulses.

AI pointed out that it was easy to remain strong when there is no conflict.  

So that gives me the heads up to not feel quite so satisfied with my "growth" because it honestly hasn't been tested yet.  

My tailbone is screaming at me.  I won't go to the doctors because, what are they gonna do?  Nothing.  I just have to wait it out.  Yesterday after work i managed my whole neighborhood walk at a pretty good clip.  I like walking into all the little areas and around the backs of the buildings and getting a different view of the man made lakes.......lots of moss.  If it's not pouring rain today i may take some moss because i saw a really cool thing to do with it....for a fairy garden. I like to look at what people are doing with the front and back of their small yard space.  Its giving me ideas.  

I have to ask the man upstairs if he is going to do his garden this year.  If, not.......i would like to have some fun with this area.  A fairy garden.within a garden.  Wild flowers AND tomatoes.....why not?  

This week is gonna tire me out at work- being out for a week was not ideal. One thing at a time.  Thats all i can do.

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