Changes

 I've never experienced a man as seeing me as smart first.  fuckable maybe, cute possibly. some may even find me funny.  

how am I presenting myself?

I think it's time for a really good haircut. I think I need to revamp my wardrobe. I think it's time for my appearance to match my inner self. 

I don't feel like a rough and tumble biker girl or a free-spirited hippie anymore. looking at my clothes I see and extreme divide between one role or the other. but then there's my work wardrobe which is classic. 

with the weight slowly coming off, I think it's time to reevaluate how I am presenting myself to people in public.