Mr Cigar contacted me through the dating site that we both jumped back on (yes i gave in). He wants to drop off my earrings and food that he bought me (oranges and fennel because i was going to make him a salad i grew up eating) so i said fine.
If he shows up today i will be surprised. Cheap fashion earrings i could care less about....
I might be meeting friends out tonight at a friends bar in waterbury. Its a hole in the wall dive bar called Howards. We havent had a night out in a while and im looking forward to relaxing with friends and a few beers. Jen has an ear infection so if she isnt going i will suggest a different pace to meet this new guy
I told a man on the dating site thats what im doing tonight and he asked if he could buy me a drink? Fine, if he has the balls to show up and meet me while im out with my friends i give him props. Its a public place, come on over. The more the merrier.
He lives in Naugatuck, bald head.....rides. He reminds me of Mr. Tattoo and i wonder if thats the attraction for me.
Had therapy this morning and discussed why i get attached to emotionally unavailable men. But honestly, these men can get attached, just not to me.
Their loss.
Eventually i will meet the one. Until then i plan my life with friends and family. They are smart enough to love me, and accept my love.
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