Tuesday, October 7, 2025

dumping ground

 it occurred to me as i was doing my walk around the building- that i miss Bills calls.  He would call me throughout the day and talk to me about his business and life in general.  The calls were never sexual in nature- he TALKED to me, like my opinion and thoughts mattered.

And i miss that.  Not him.

I miss feeling like my opinion mattered to someone i cared for.

Or that i could play devils advocate to round out the view - maybe calm him. 

That i could be of value.........that is the feeling i miss.

This blog looks like it's going to turn into a bunch of random thoughts on steroids. 

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